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So many things recently. I don't know if I want to share some of this. But I will. I'm trying not to hide too much.
Well, a big thing is that I think I am officially over a certain someone - the man who provided me with the most romantic moment. He has been one-upped. :) The same man who one upped this certain someone, has also one upped the man who gave me the most indulgent moment.
The bar has been raised. Hopefully I won't regret it.
I received the most wonderful massage, with eastern music in the background. He had such patience, and strongly caressed every part of me. He touched my feet, it barely tickled. He did acupressure on my forehead and he cracked my back... I was putty in his hands.
Sigh. I really enjoy his company. And I'm glad I'm over that guy, it's nice to know there are more good men out there and that one of them likes me. There is a distinct possibility there are at least 2 good men who like me. We'll see.
I don't know if it's possible to sow my wild oats... do women have their wild oats sewn? But, I don't think I want a relationship - it's too heavy considering what I'm going through. But, having a guy or three to take my mind of things can be good I suppose. I'm not a whore, but I don't want to be tied down. Why do I have this innate feeling that it's not equal between men and women when it comes to being uncommitted?
An important skill I learned I possessed recently -- I know how to give "the look." The look that says "I'm going into the other room. Follow me." Well, I think it only works when there is already something between you and the intended party... but still. It was a nice ego boost to know I had the power.
OK - one last YAY thing: I have gotten compliments on a plot I wrote, but haven't finished running yet :) Complimented by two STs I respect greatly.
Well, a big thing is that I think I am officially over a certain someone - the man who provided me with the most romantic moment. He has been one-upped. :) The same man who one upped this certain someone, has also one upped the man who gave me the most indulgent moment.
The bar has been raised. Hopefully I won't regret it.
I received the most wonderful massage, with eastern music in the background. He had such patience, and strongly caressed every part of me. He touched my feet, it barely tickled. He did acupressure on my forehead and he cracked my back... I was putty in his hands.
Sigh. I really enjoy his company. And I'm glad I'm over that guy, it's nice to know there are more good men out there and that one of them likes me. There is a distinct possibility there are at least 2 good men who like me. We'll see.
I don't know if it's possible to sow my wild oats... do women have their wild oats sewn? But, I don't think I want a relationship - it's too heavy considering what I'm going through. But, having a guy or three to take my mind of things can be good I suppose. I'm not a whore, but I don't want to be tied down. Why do I have this innate feeling that it's not equal between men and women when it comes to being uncommitted?
An important skill I learned I possessed recently -- I know how to give "the look." The look that says "I'm going into the other room. Follow me." Well, I think it only works when there is already something between you and the intended party... but still. It was a nice ego boost to know I had the power.
OK - one last YAY thing: I have gotten compliments on a plot I wrote, but haven't finished running yet :) Complimented by two STs I respect greatly.
