in the spirit of dreams

Until recently, I have been in a lot of physical pain when we're apart, a severely dull ache when he's not nearby... and only a slightly less dull ache when we're together. But less than a week ago, with the comfortably confident knowledge that saying "hello" is so satisfying... the time apart is getting easier and the ache is becoming more like a warm fuzzy.

Anyway -- We were laying in bed going to sleep, and I was as comfortable as ever. Things just are getting better. We start drifting off immediately and soon after...

I Dream
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With only 6 hours of sleep with him, I am fully rested... but when I sleep alone, I never seem to get enough.

INFURIATED

How can I go from blissfully content to being pissed off???

I'll tell ya.

I just get voicemail from my cousin (whom I love dearly 95% of the time, except when she does this) saying something to the effect of:

"I'm calling because of many reasons... one of which is because the a friend of mine's son is going to law school in New York, and then there is this other boy, who is 26, who I'm told is very handsome... and the cantor said to me today 'I was thinking of Cousin Alizah.' Anyway, call me hon, I'd love to talk to you."

AAAARRRRGGGGHHHHHHHH!!!!

THIS happened last year, where she felt it was OKAY to give MY cell phone number to a friend at shul, who's friend has a son who I should talk to. So, randomly, I get a call from this guy, and he leaves voicemail for me. I was dating someone at the time, granted, it was my psycho ex, and I could have used someone new... but that's not the point. The point is that she feels it's ok to keep trying to set me up... and just last week, I told her how freakin' happy I was with the Boy.

::storms off::