Aug. 5th, 2005
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Aug. 5th, 2005 05:53 pmI remember that I used to get excited by things. I don't remember what that is like...
I should be excited about certain things... and although I can say that I am excited about graduating... it's not the same.
I want to be able to be giddy again, restless, impatient...
And I can't find the balance of: "Leave me alone and let me wallow in my misery" and "I want to be included!"
I am so broken.
I should be excited about certain things... and although I can say that I am excited about graduating... it's not the same.
I want to be able to be giddy again, restless, impatient...
And I can't find the balance of: "Leave me alone and let me wallow in my misery" and "I want to be included!"
I am so broken.